March 2012

The second day of April, but mind was still nonstop thinking the thing that happen on my March 2012. Have no idea how to describe my feeling after knowing the truth. Is like, never though it will happen in real life, but now this is really happened to me and was totally lost after knowing it no idea who can i share it with. OH GOD! what the heck am I doing and thinking now. Can't someone just lead me to to the way i should move on? Can't someone just there for me when I need him to accompany? Can't someone just spend the night with me when I really plan to have a good talk with him. I really can be tough! I can be strong! But after taking off the tough and strong character, I'm just a weak and emotional girls. Can't you care me more? Never know that I'm really ________ to you! Never know that I might just the ______ to you!!