????

sitting in front the desktop middle of the night

and asking myself,

why am I still here...

there's lot question mark appear in my mind

and asking me should I continue doing this,

can I give them an answer and reason

that why am I still doing this or

why I wanna Stop this!

still!

i don't dare to make any decision

is like once I make a decision,

that mean I'm going to disappoint some one again!

I still remember what I promise myself when I was 15

I still remember what I say to him..

but why now I feel like giving up on what I promise me before!